The Most Deadly Cancer
As we go on our Christian journey, there are times that we experience what seems like a blockage. Many of us now are going into business and busting through is hard. Sometimes we can feel like there is something hindering us or holding us back. For 20 of my 31 years of life I had a clog that slowed up and even halted my pipeline's flow of blessings. Since my experience, I have determined in myself to share this "secret" with others on something I have come to term as "The Most Deadly Cancer"
What is cancer? Cancer is the out of control growth of abnormal cells in the body. They never die, they just multiply! It damages the DNA in the body...mutates...spreads....infects until it kills the host!
By now, I am sure you know that this is not a natural cancer that I am speaking of. It's a spiritual cancer called UNFORGIVENESS! Just how cancer works in the natural body is how unforgiveness works in the spiritual body! It has a domino effect and moves fast if you don't catch it!
My Testimony: I was mad at my mom for something that happened when I was 4 years old. After that, things would happen and I piled them on top of one another. What happens when you keep stacking bread? Eventually, you get a pretty high stack! lol. Well, my unforgiveness turned to hate and anger...it made me bitter on the inside as the years went on. Everything that she would do was piling on top of the initial incident. What I didn't realize until I was in my mid 20s was that there was this mountain of pain that had formed, but it came from one incident. When I would sit and think about all the things my mom did to me, I'd always find myself right back to that one place, when I was 4 years old. A woman in Virginia told me that until I got my relationship right with my mother, I would never be able to move on in life. When I moved back to NJ, eventually, I wrote my mother a letter of 10pages and we talked. From that...something awesome happened...
My uncle told me one day that I was coming out of a storm and that I needed to repay all my debts. But these were not monetary debts. I needed to go and apologize to those that I needed to apologize to and I needed to go back and forgive people that had wronged me in life because I was holding all of this stuff in. Well Saints of the most High God....something spectacular happened after that!...
I began to experience a breaking in my life! No longer was I bound by the cycles of coming out of the struggle and falling right back in it. Now I can say that my entire life is brand new. I am embarking on adventrues I never thought possible. No longer am I unable to love and to care for others...no longer am I bound by my feelings of anger, hurt, bitterness, etc. Those things that were weighing me down. Letting the unforgiveness go in one area sent me to other areas to examine myself andmy feelings and it all has led to my being delivered in so many other areas of my life that I didn't even realize were adversly effected by my unforgiveness.
Now this is not the only hinderance or cause of such things, but its a BIG one! What I found in this is that we can not expect God to flood us with blessings with such malice, hurt, anger, bitterness...all caused by unforgiveness...in our hearts! It's impossible. It even effects all future relationships with other people. Especially if it's a man ladies! And the same applies to men. Some of us don't have a spouse (some not all) because of this very thing! Don't risk losing anything else! Let's deal with this TODAY!
One day a long time ago, I was in prayer and the Lord said that unforgiveness was killing His people. So many are walking around and the source of their problems are caused by this cancer...it's infecting their spiritual body and the overflow of its effects are manifesting in their natural lives. Please please please...if you have trouble letting things go, continue to pray and be honest with God. Even be honest enough to say that you want to hold on to it, you don't want to let it go...be honest enough to say that you don't know how to let it go. If you tell God where you are, He can deal with you effectively. Don't be lukewarm in this!
I pray that something in this blog article helps you to move forward and identify the bloackges in your life. This blog is on unforgiveness, but you might find that there is something else clogging your blessings up. Great! NOW take it to God and P.U.S.H.!
If you need help with it or would like to join my Daily Prayer email list, please send your requests to lov1978@yahoo.com ... I do everything in strict confidence and prayer, God and His word are my only tools!
What is cancer? Cancer is the out of control growth of abnormal cells in the body. They never die, they just multiply! It damages the DNA in the body...mutates...spreads....infects until it kills the host!
By now, I am sure you know that this is not a natural cancer that I am speaking of. It's a spiritual cancer called UNFORGIVENESS! Just how cancer works in the natural body is how unforgiveness works in the spiritual body! It has a domino effect and moves fast if you don't catch it!
My Testimony: I was mad at my mom for something that happened when I was 4 years old. After that, things would happen and I piled them on top of one another. What happens when you keep stacking bread? Eventually, you get a pretty high stack! lol. Well, my unforgiveness turned to hate and anger...it made me bitter on the inside as the years went on. Everything that she would do was piling on top of the initial incident. What I didn't realize until I was in my mid 20s was that there was this mountain of pain that had formed, but it came from one incident. When I would sit and think about all the things my mom did to me, I'd always find myself right back to that one place, when I was 4 years old. A woman in Virginia told me that until I got my relationship right with my mother, I would never be able to move on in life. When I moved back to NJ, eventually, I wrote my mother a letter of 10pages and we talked. From that...something awesome happened...
My uncle told me one day that I was coming out of a storm and that I needed to repay all my debts. But these were not monetary debts. I needed to go and apologize to those that I needed to apologize to and I needed to go back and forgive people that had wronged me in life because I was holding all of this stuff in. Well Saints of the most High God....something spectacular happened after that!...
I began to experience a breaking in my life! No longer was I bound by the cycles of coming out of the struggle and falling right back in it. Now I can say that my entire life is brand new. I am embarking on adventrues I never thought possible. No longer am I unable to love and to care for others...no longer am I bound by my feelings of anger, hurt, bitterness, etc. Those things that were weighing me down. Letting the unforgiveness go in one area sent me to other areas to examine myself andmy feelings and it all has led to my being delivered in so many other areas of my life that I didn't even realize were adversly effected by my unforgiveness.
Now this is not the only hinderance or cause of such things, but its a BIG one! What I found in this is that we can not expect God to flood us with blessings with such malice, hurt, anger, bitterness...all caused by unforgiveness...in our hearts! It's impossible. It even effects all future relationships with other people. Especially if it's a man ladies! And the same applies to men. Some of us don't have a spouse (some not all) because of this very thing! Don't risk losing anything else! Let's deal with this TODAY!
One day a long time ago, I was in prayer and the Lord said that unforgiveness was killing His people. So many are walking around and the source of their problems are caused by this cancer...it's infecting their spiritual body and the overflow of its effects are manifesting in their natural lives. Please please please...if you have trouble letting things go, continue to pray and be honest with God. Even be honest enough to say that you want to hold on to it, you don't want to let it go...be honest enough to say that you don't know how to let it go. If you tell God where you are, He can deal with you effectively. Don't be lukewarm in this!
I pray that something in this blog article helps you to move forward and identify the bloackges in your life. This blog is on unforgiveness, but you might find that there is something else clogging your blessings up. Great! NOW take it to God and P.U.S.H.!
If you need help with it or would like to join my Daily Prayer email list, please send your requests to lov1978@yahoo.com ... I do everything in strict confidence and prayer, God and His word are my only tools!
Love this.