Will Work to reach my goal of happiness!!!!
The title is self explanatory, seems like every-time I feel I got a foot up, something pushes me back.
God knows my heart, he knows what I want to do in life, even though, I never questioned his doing, just this one time I am.
I sit down, and think about how I got to this place in life, I wonder if I made wrong decisions, or if I could have wait it out. I moved without giving it a first thought. I mean, I know the type of person I am. When I want something I go for it. And in the process, I felt that I was pleasing everyone around me.
But what now it seems that when I want to get to happy, without anyone else's approval, it's not working out in my favor...
I talked to a potential employer this morning, and he went down a list of why I'm so qualified for the position that he had offered to me. All positive, however, there is that BUT!
HaHa..Funny how that works, but when it seems like it's in my favor, I always get shot down.
I'm always optimistic, even in my current situation. I guess I have to dig deep within myself, to work a little harder. I know one day, I will be stress free and will have found my happiness.
I was chatting with a friend last night, while searching for potentials. While in the myths of searching, I broke down to him. I let me guard down and told him what was really going on with myself. Surprisedly, there was no judging. He gave me good advice. But then he kept saying work on my goals. Which I understand, but how am I going to do so, when I always have this burden of depression, of where I can't get ahead. I told him, I thought 2009 was bad, but 2010 is kicking my ass.
Even-though, I was hearing him on the words of encouragement, I still felt this sense of doubt.
All I know is I can sit and whine and cry all day, but I know what I need to do, it's just not happening fast enough for me. Thanksgiving is coming up and x-mas is right around the corner. Then another birthday that I cannot enjoy. When will happiness begin for me.
"Lord, I've learned my lesson, what I've done in the pass, I'm leaving it there. This is your child, crying out to you for just a little help!!..All I need is a little, then I'm sure I can take it from there."
Until then I'm holding a sign at the express way entrance saying, "Will Work To Reach My Goal Of Happiness.."
Yall have a great day and week!
God knows my heart, he knows what I want to do in life, even though, I never questioned his doing, just this one time I am.
I sit down, and think about how I got to this place in life, I wonder if I made wrong decisions, or if I could have wait it out. I moved without giving it a first thought. I mean, I know the type of person I am. When I want something I go for it. And in the process, I felt that I was pleasing everyone around me.
But what now it seems that when I want to get to happy, without anyone else's approval, it's not working out in my favor...
I talked to a potential employer this morning, and he went down a list of why I'm so qualified for the position that he had offered to me. All positive, however, there is that BUT!
HaHa..Funny how that works, but when it seems like it's in my favor, I always get shot down.
I'm always optimistic, even in my current situation. I guess I have to dig deep within myself, to work a little harder. I know one day, I will be stress free and will have found my happiness.
I was chatting with a friend last night, while searching for potentials. While in the myths of searching, I broke down to him. I let me guard down and told him what was really going on with myself. Surprisedly, there was no judging. He gave me good advice. But then he kept saying work on my goals. Which I understand, but how am I going to do so, when I always have this burden of depression, of where I can't get ahead. I told him, I thought 2009 was bad, but 2010 is kicking my ass.
Even-though, I was hearing him on the words of encouragement, I still felt this sense of doubt.
All I know is I can sit and whine and cry all day, but I know what I need to do, it's just not happening fast enough for me. Thanksgiving is coming up and x-mas is right around the corner. Then another birthday that I cannot enjoy. When will happiness begin for me.
"Lord, I've learned my lesson, what I've done in the pass, I'm leaving it there. This is your child, crying out to you for just a little help!!..All I need is a little, then I'm sure I can take it from there."
Until then I'm holding a sign at the express way entrance saying, "Will Work To Reach My Goal Of Happiness.."
Yall have a great day and week!
It's always nice to see your blogs here and I love reading from you. Have you ever thought of writing editorials or having a columnist spot for newspaper online? You should give it a thought. Anyway please read the following and put it to use Sister Ty. God bless you my sweet sistah and know that the joy of the Lord is your Strength!
"Ask God to Help You Get Where You Want to Be"
"O Lord, God of my master, Abraham," he prayed. "Please give me success today, and show unfailing love to my master, Abraham." Genesis 24:12 (NLT)
"Your prayers reveal how serious you are about your goals. If you don't pray about them, you really don't care about them that much."
The fourth step to getting where you want to be in life is simple: ask God to help you.
Step #1 - Determine your present position
Step #2 - Be specific about what you want
Step #3 - Look for God's promise
Step #4 -- Ask God to help you ...
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Also
See the blog titled, "Do Miracles Still Happen?"
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