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Redeemed Damaged Goods

Cassandra Carter · Tuesday, December 22nd 2009 at 11:39AM · 121 views
Redeemed Damaged Good

Dear Lord,

I know it’s been a little while since I last came, sat in your presence and really poured out to you. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. Those I know of and those I know not of. Please forgive me of actions, deeds, thought, attitudes, any and every thing that is no pleasing in your sight. Forgive me of past sins and cover me with your precious blood for the sins I will commit in the future. But above all things Lord, please don’t leave. Please be with me when I come and when I go. Please give your angels charge over me, my family, and my loved one protecting us from all hurt, harm and danger.

This is the season that we celebrate your birth and I just wanna say Happy Birthday Lord. You mean so much to me, more than words or deeds could ever speak. You have been so good to me and I dare not take the credit for the many blessings you have bestowed upon me. I should have died in the state I was in but you let it not be so. The things people said about me, did to me should have broken me, killed me but because of you I’m still here to tell the world what a Healer you are.

I’m standing in proxy Lord for all those who were raped, molested, abused in all forms. People have spoken evil words over them and they have not been able to break free of them. It has hindered them in all they set out to achieve and they just wanna be free. I stand in proxy Lord for those who cannot speak because the pain is just too great to even utter a word. I stand to ask You to help us Lord. Help us to be free from the bondage of what happened to us. Help us to take back the power that was taken from us so we can use it to your Glory. Take away the pain, the anger, the shame from us, that we may Live the abundant life you died to give us. Help us to see ourselves through Your eyes and see that we are wonderfully and fearfully made and that you have purposed us for this time and you have need of us.

Most of all Lord, help us to forgive. Help us to forgive those who trespassed against us. Forgive that mother, father, sister, brother, aunt, uncle, cousin, friend that hurt us, that shamed us, that took our innocence, that spoke those evil words. Forgive those people who just left us, walked out of our lives when we needed them most. They were the adult and we were the children and they should have protected us, they should have known better, they should have believed us but they didn’t. Free them from their pain as you free me of my pain.

Forgive us Lord, the victims for all those we have hurt because we ourselves were hurting. Forgive us for opportunities we’ve lost because we were too nasty and unwilling to be open to them. Forgive us for missed loves that we pushed away and out of our lives because we were too afraid to love and open up to people we really loved and who loved us yet we were to hurt to see it.

I realize some may or may not believe in you but one thing is for sure, everyone has a pain, a hurt, anger, shame that they need to be healed from. Jew, Gentile (Christian), Muslim, Buddhist, Atheist, etc Lord we need you. I am not afraid to stand up for those who not only need you but for whatever reason find it difficult to come to you. They may not want you but You always have room for them. Help them to see that Lord.

See, I was damaged goods before I found you. My body wasn’t right, my thinking wasn’t right, my attitude wasn’t right. I didn’t see myself like you see me and I lived contrary to what you expected of me. I was dead wrong to do the things I’ve done and I didn’t care. I didn’t care who I hurt as long as it wasn’t me who got hurt. I rebelled against all that loved me and tried to help me because I was broken up in many pieces inside. But You heard the many prayers that bombarded heaven on my behalf and you stooped down to save me when I was on my way to hell. I will never forget how you redeemed damaged goods and now I’m usable for Your Glory. No longer shamed, no longer damaged, no longer untouchable and I wanna take the take to say Thank You Lord for all You’ve done for US.

In the precious, matchless, redeeming name of Jesus Christ, I pray this prayer for all the hurting people of the eart and receive its Blessings and Healings,

AMEN

Cassandra Carter ~aka~ The Official Thick Madame
www.thickmadame.org

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Cassandra Carter Binghamton, NY

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