When you have to delete it indicates that something is mentally wrong with you. It don’t have to be serious right now, but something nevertheless is wrong with you. What you are saying is that you want to have a conversation all with your self or with any one that agree with you and that raises a red flag that something is mentally wrong with the workings of your brain.
Normal people don’t have conversations with themselves and finds it very boring to be conversing with people who will agree with them all the time.