Pimping Myself

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Prostitution...pimping myself..

Some days I want to tell you to leave money in the top drawer
Should I pay myself
How should this go
I walk away feeling like a stranger
Heart racing faster and faster as I reach the door
Feeling a sense of danger
Never knowing if there will be another call
When we lay in the dark its as if we are no longer strangers
We talk and laugh as if no time has lapsed at all
Should I offer change for your hundred
Should I give coupons
Perhaps even incentives for you to stay
Round after round
Sweat dripping
Hands trembling
A puff and a sip might make this feel ok
Sometimes I feel as if I pimp myself out
And each time one of us gets up and leaves
There is never a sweet dreams simply
A good night till the next time
What was it worth?
Should we agree on a price before hand?
Are there buy one get one free specials?
What kind of deals can be made
A body salesman
Sometimes subjected to self service no cash needed
words of a person who often say goodbye and goodnight
Never good morning, have a great day