When I Was Having A Hard Time Supporting My Family.
I AM 46 Years Old And In My Lifetime, I Have Gone Through Some Very Hard Things.
One Time I Found Myself Going Through Something And I Did Not Have A Clue,
At The Time On How I Was Going To Make It With
My Four Kids, From One Day To The Next One.
One Night I Was Laying In My Bed Crying And Thinking
About The Things, I Was Going Through And Wondering
Why It Was Happening To Me.
In Addition, As I Was Laying There Crying I Had My TV On A Christian Station And This Preacher Came On And Said That You Do Not Look To Mankind For Your Needs To Be Met.
But You Look To God.
At That Point, I Heard The Preacher, But I Did Not Hear Him.
Nevertheless, As I Continue To Lay There Crying I Heard A Small Still Voice Speaking Within My Heart The Same Thing.
The Small Still Voice Echoed The Same Thing As The Preacher, You Do Not Look At Mankind To Meet Your Needs, But You Look To Me.
After Hearing, That Small Still Voice A Peaceful Feeling Came Over Me, And My Crying Got A Little Lighter.
As I Continue To Lay There Another Preacher Came On
And He Also Began Preaching On The Same Subject That The
Other Preacher Had Preached.
That We Should Not Look To Others, But That We Should
Put Out Trust And God And Him Will Provide Away,
I Think What He Mean By That Is, You See
Sometimes We May Go To Our Parents, Or Our Sisters
Or Brothers Or We May Even Go To Our Friends,
When We Have A Financial Crisis.
In At The Time They May Not Be Able Their Self
To Give Us That Helping Hand We Are Looking For.
Nevertheless, You All Know How Sometimes
When The Ones That We Are Close To, Tell Us They Are
Not Able To Help Us When We Are In The Middle Of A Crisis.
In addition, Out Of Our Frustration, We Tends To Get Bitter With Them.
Truth Be Told, That Is Exactly Where I Was Doing This Time In My Life.
Hovering Bitterness In My Heart And Mind.
There Is A Third Party To This Posting And I Will Be Posting It Later.
