Oh Lord me stumbling upon my knees Trying to get the strength to talk to you Enduring so much pain and yet looking for blessings You must have a million of my kind waiting to get through
When they say I’ve done to much to keep going But I’ve been delivered from far too much to look back I even had the Devil to accompany me along my trip And he brought all his evil plans in one knapsack
I listen as your children read the Bible from right to left Rehearse phrases and memorize every quote They say all I have to do is repent of my sins and be forgiven So down on my knees I go..
Dear Heavenly Father or Messiah or simply put “The Man’ As I sit here and contemplate my destiny to lead in your perfect way Can you at least give me the game plan? When I say the game plan I mean, I’m not trying to do any wrong by you I heard the only way out this time is through hot coals and fire And frankly Im not in the mood for soul food.
I know as a lost child I have some catching up to do So please forgive me now for asking questions But I’m out seeking the truth. Devil told me you don’t like liars but he does, so Is that the reason why people lie Or is sinning of our own free will And we taking away from our pre-planned life?
When a person lacks to acknowledge your existence In certain situations Do you get mad and frown down upon him And let him not see the trouble he facing?
In a relationship of consistency where the man is supposed to give If we know that man loves us like you loved the church Do we women still have to submit? I thought we women were Queens in your eyes and not inferior unto to any man Then you’re probably thinking Well if she saying that, chances are I don’t listen to you either then.
High Praises in the church followed by heavenly gospel hymns Reaching high up in the sky and hardly none of the People even know what the lyrics mean. I come to you bold and loud cause Im confident when I speak to my Father Knowing its no information he lacks God sent me a sign telling me to be patient and Finally he answered back
First off my child, the time is come To speak to you through your heart You finally kept the faith through trials of adversity Like I was trying to teach you from the start I am always following you Even though through a mirror I’m never there You must remember one thing as promised You are never my only child alive so truth be told I’m everywhere
I see people pretending to want to know who I am But as soon as I hear heavenly voices reach out to me I give the chance to repent their sins again Its not easy witnessing so much betrayal But think back when I told my own disciples that they will betray me Three times and every time they failed
I walked unto a woman of harlotry Who got down on her knees and washed my feet She may have been in many beds of men But every night she still answers unto me I would not say that is being inferior to men But we always need a soothing hand To gently caress us after long days of labor you will never see So why else you think I created a man?
I do wish for my queens, my beautiful women To have to ever go without But not all men are the ones made for you exact But we choose to accept them with no doubt Despise all the devilish things we whisper in your ear God is always watching your next move My child, destiny is what brought you here
However stop being selfish now Cause I have people to tend to We will continue this conversation later I have people in need of saving who belong to me Just like you do
On that particular day ladies and gentleman God touched me in a special way I wont try to describe the feeling Just know I repented that day You see us as his servants are supposed to do as we told And not as we see others do Im willing to live righteous day by day By delivering this poem In hopes of reaching out to you..
We all have committed some wrongdoing in our life at some point But we have already been forgiven which to you probably sounds rather odd But just to make sure you love JESUS like I do Ask him any question and find your answer but you gotta pray and say DEAR GOD…
