Hey ladies, I wanted to get on here just to let you guys know that my computer use has been somewhat limited now. That's why there was no post yesterday. On Sunday, I really was not sure what to post up for the last day of Luxe Week for you guys. I wasn't sure if I wanted to post music or another video like the ones before.
Well, I will admit that the last day or so have been pretty rough for me. Again, with limited access to the computer here at home, it just makes things a little more awkward but I'm trying to work through it and simply do the best I can do, keep pushing forward.
A word of advise ladies, don't ever let anyone get between you and your dreams,no matter who they are: spouse, kids, friends, NOBODY!!!
I had an epiphany today (it was Jesus) at work (seems like they always hit me at work) and it revolves around someone near and dear to me. Why they act the way they act. Remember ladies: You cannot ask people for something they don't have if they never had it themselves. That's both literally and figuratively! Look at their past and you'll figure it out sooner or later why they can't ever seem to be in a place of contentment and peace. They are still holding on to past hurts, past feelings, past events. They can't get beyond it. No matter how much you do for them and give to them unconditionally. It will never be enough for them. You have to continuously fill their hole, their wounds to make them feel good and to make up for the things that happened to them in their past. However, once your heart meter gets to almost empty and you have nothing left to give, they still have their hand out waiting for more. When you tell them that you've nothing left to give (due to the fact that they never filled you up while you were giving them your all) they want to get mad and blame you. They will even go as far as to say that you never did anything for them which you know is a bald face lie!
Yes, that is what I have been dealing with, BWC and it's not easy. However, today I decided that i had to let it go and I have to let this person find out and figure it out for themselves. I use to be mad about it and could not stand them when they would make certain comments to friends and relatives. I already knew what it was all about and i chose to remain silent and i will keep remaining silent about it. I learned a long time ago that you cannot reason with fools. It's a waste of time and energy altogether!
