Starting Over

Starting over in this economy can be tough...or it could be the best thing that ever happened to me. It is times like these that we find out what we are truly made of. I've been separated from my husband since August of 2007 at which time I was removed from my 2500 sq. ft. custom home with the lake view and haven't worked three months straight since nor made over $14 hr. There have been times when I literally did not know how I was going to feed my six year old, but I kept the faith. Believing even when you could not see was something I had preached often but never had the opportunity to live through. What I have found is that it is much easier to say than it is to do, but it works. I didn't know where it was coming from, but every thing I needed always came right on time. Now I am faced with the challenge of actually going out on a limb and I actually like the way it feels. The knot in my stomach I get at the prospect of taking a chance on something outside my realm feels so much better than that heavy feeling of despair. My stepping-outside-of-my-box has come now that I have taken a commission only position where I have to convince business owners to use my services. I took this over a guaranteed paid job that I despised going to. Well let us see what happens.