My First Holiday & Anniversary Without him (1224 hits)

Wow, it's very different but not unbearable. Mixed emotions very hard to describe. I miss his laughter, conversation, presence in general, shopping for Thanksgiving dinner together, hearing him snore, playing games on the pc,touching and every thing that people do who are alive, happy and together as a couple.
Yet, there is a peace in knowing he is happy with Jesus. No more pain and discomfort.
It is pleasing when folk can continue to talk about my husband as if he was here and is just gone a way.
I don't think folk mean to say that your loved ones are better off dead. Maybe they are trying to say they are better off without the pain and with Jesus.
God is so good, He keeps us and He always knows best. I praise Him for giving us healing time. It's been six weeks already and some feel I should be much farther along by now. I say wait until it's your turn.
Thanks for this great website and all of my friends here.
God bless,
The caregivers & & Widows Survivors Fund
585-503-4114 Posted By: Esther Pinkston
Thursday, November 26th 2009 at 6:18PM
You can also click here to view all posts by this author...