It sneaks up on ya!..... You can have a stable foundation.....a solid relationship with your life guides..... and then here comes a late/newcomer into your world. Of course you have to be around them simply because they are friends of your friends....
The lifestyle they bring to your table is ridden with insecurity. Always a feeling of inadequacy. That person who just didn't get enough positivity poured into them, so the negativity, the doubt, the jealousy,,,, involuntarily oozes out..
Eventually your solid foundation starts to incur a crack or two. Because you are stuck to insecurity.. Help!!!!
We have to work even harder to maintain that solid foundation, that loving environment, that secure mentality....
Your character gets sharpened/ tested. You use all the teachings you learned to stand your ground.
Then you exhale... you rise out of hell... Laugh out Loud.
But then you realize shucks, I was doing bad all by myself. I got my own flaws that make me feel less than. This is a constant uphill task to gain confidence, to maintain an attitude that says I am beautiful, my everything is only getting better.
It is okay to gain understanding... How can we use it for the betterment of all...?
